Jiang Baimian nodded as usual:
"I thought it through."
The "Jiang Baimian" looked at her face for a while, sighed and said:
"It doesn't seem to be the answer I want, do we really want to meet each other and divide the highs and lows?"
Jiang Baimian had asked herself repeatedly during this time, and her will on this matter gradually strengthened, and she said calmly:
"Hey, take an adventure in the 'New World', trying to figure out the truth, muddy the water, Xiaobai and Xiaohong lurk within the company, once the opportunity arises, they will face all kinds of dangers, report the whole story to everyone, and organize them to escape from the underground building.
"They are all fighting for this matter, how could I turn my back on them and choose to compromise and gossip?
"Our group has lived and died together so many times, and no one will escape from the battlefield, unless there is no hope, the fire must be preserved."
Without waiting for the "Jiang Baimian" to respond, she continued:
"Moreover, the essence of our dream is to prevent the sword of 'heartless disease' always hanging above the heads of human beings, and to prevent human civilization from suffering the catastrophic disasters of the old world again."
"You are really not afraid of death, you are not afraid of changing your parents' comfortable life." The "Jiang Baimian" sighed.
Jiang Baimian smiled and said:
"I remember there is a saying that 'there is nothing big but death', no one is not afraid of death, even if they are fed, there are cowardly and timid personalities who are afraid of death.
"And in this matter, Hey is the main force, I just do some auxiliary work, and the dangers and difficulties I face are far less than him.
"Besides, we are in the dust, not that we can spend our lives peacefully in fear of death, until we are old and weak, and die with a smile, and the problem of the 'new world' is not solved, and the fight there will not end.
"Once the 'New World' changes, the big boss needs to be replenished urgently, and no one is immune."
At this point, Jiang Baimian made a summary:
"I'm afraid of death, but I'm not afraid enough to hear that there will be great danger and my feet will go weak."
The "Jiang Baimian" sighed long and said in a self-deprecating tone:
"It seems that we have to really divide the high and low."
Jiang Baimian didn't answer, but walked over to the gold-like elevator and another self.
Step by step, she walked very firmly.
The face of that "Jiang Baimian" changed slightly:
"Do you think I won't stop you?"
Jiang Baimian smiled slightly:
"I have figured out one thing in the past few days."
"What's the matter?" The "Jiang Baimian" asked with a solemn expression.
Jiang Baimian kept his smile just now and said:
"Why at the end of 'Sea of Origin', the formulation is to find her, accept her, and accept her."
That "Jiang Baimian" stopped talking.
Jiang Baimian said with a peaceful smile as he walked forward:
"We are different from Hey's, he really split multiple personalities, and he must really force each other to cooperate in order to pass this level.
"We still belong to one personality in essence, but one is on the yang side and the other is on the yin side.
"As long as I admit that I have a selfish side and do not forcibly reject or try to deny it, then my final decision after thinking and hesitating many times basically means that I have completed reconciliation with myself.
"This time, I choose to continue, but in the process of the future, I will definitely continue to adjust my strategy according to the situation, maybe at some point, I will choose a direction that is more beneficial to me with a selfish mentality and give up on this matter."
Jiang Baimian did not deny that he had selfish thoughts hidden in his heart, nor did he shy away from the possibility of retreating as things progressed.
She smiled very open-mindedly.
The "Jiang Baimian" had a hesitant look on his face.
Whether you want to challenge that windmill like Don Quixote or give up selfishly, entering the "corridor of the soul" is a good thing.
This can effectively enhance Jiang Baimian's strength, and she will really run away halfway in the future, which is also one of the most important weights to ensure her safety.
In comparison, the two sides have been arguing here, unable to go further, but wasting time, leaving themselves without sufficient ability to cope with unexpected changes.
If you are really a selfish person, you will naturally know how to choose in this situation:
Put aside the dispute, develop together, and decide in the future!
Jiang Baimian walked to this side of himself, smiled and nodded at her, and then continued to move forward.
The "Jiang Baimian" subconsciously wanted to reach out and hold her, but the whole person suddenly shook and became quite blurry.
Her figure was attached to Jiang Baimian's body, making her steps slow.
Although slow, Jiang Baimian was still moving forward, but sometimes he accelerated his pace and sometimes slowed down, showing his inner struggle.
In just a few steps, she came to the golden elevator, and another "Jiang Baimian" had completely integrated with her.
The true intention of finding another self, accepting her, and accepting her is not to think about overcoming her and destroying her, nor to be afraid of her like a tiger, not daring to stand side by side with her, let alone bowing down to her and blindly agreeing with her.
As long as you can finally admit this and calmly take into account the corresponding thoughts when considering problems and making decisions in the future, then you can be regarded as facing up to another self, accepting her, and accommodating her.
After she told her other self all her views, struggles and reasons, she knew that the other party would not and could no longer stop her.
She stretched out her right hand and pressed the button on the golden elevator.
The elevator door opened suddenly, Jiang Baimian stepped in and chose the only button.
As the car door closed, the elevator rose rapidly, but it did not conform to the physical laws and made Jiang Baimian feel weightless.
Between her body and thoughts floating, light clusters appeared one after another around her, and there were words that could be directly understood in different light clusters.
They are:
"color illusion"; "multi-limb hallucinations" ...... "integrated hallucinations"; "World in the Mirror"; "Physical Dysfunction"; "illiterate"; "Hemiopia"; "limb agnosia"; "face blindness"; "Color Discrimination Disorder"; "Road Fool"; "Direction judgment error"......
Some of these light clusters are clear and close at hand, and can be grasped with one hand, while others are quite far away and very blurry, requiring all effort to reach them.
Jiang Baimian noticed that as Shang Jianyao described, there were two other light clusters hanging above his head, one was "multiplication of numbers" and the other was "distance increase".
Jiang Baimian, who had already considered related issues, made a decision after a slight hesitation.
She stretched out her hands and grabbed the two light clusters first.
They are "The World in the Mirror" and "Road Idiot".
The former is the ability encountered by the "old tune team", which is called "virtual machine" by Shang Jianyao, which is very powerful, and the latter is a problem that Jiang Baimian is deeply troubled by.
Among them, the "world in the mirror" can be upgraded from "spatial illusion", so it is very close to Jiang Baimian, she just reached out and grabbed it, held it in her palm and integrated it into her body, and "Road Fool" and Jiang Baimian's current three abilities have nothing to do with it.
By the time Jiang Baimian integrated the "road idiot", the golden elevator had stopped.
Jiang Baimian did not hesitate, seized the last opportunity, and waved his hand upwards.
What she touched was "distance improvement".
Jiang Baimian knew very well that in the realm of the Awakened People, a larger sensing distance often meant taking the lead, and the induction distance was equivalent to the maximum effective range of some of her abilities.
Because of this, she left a vacant spot for "distance improvement" from the beginning.
As soon as the light ball entered her body along Jiang Baimian's palm, the elevator door opened.
Jiang Baimian breathed a sigh of relief, walked out of the elevator, and came to his soul room.
It was empty, and a vermilion gate with a brass handle was embedded in one of the walls.
Jiang Baimian looked around, walked to the door, opened the door and came out, and examined his house number.
That's "1175".
She nodded, retracted into the room, and turned her "Sea of Origin" into a mirror and hung it on the opposite wall.
Looking at the slightly deep mirror, Jiang Baimian smiled and said to himself:
"I thought I could see the door to the 'new world' directly in the room."
Speaking of this, she sighed and curled the corners of her mouth in the mirror:
"There shouldn't be such a good thing in the future......
"If I enter the 'New World', who will move the nuclear bomb to the right place, use the command at the right time, and detonate it?"
When he was talking to himself, Jiang Baimian's mouth had a bit of a sarcastic smile, and he didn't know who he was laughing at.
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At the underground building of "Pangu Biotechnology", Long Yuehong looked at the door, and then looked down at the recorder in his hand.
PS: Ask for a double monthly pass at the beginning of the month~
(End of this chapter)