Chapter 96 Consultation (Fourth Update Requires Subscription and Monthly Pass)
After eating the yogurt with some sugar, Shang Jianyao held the lunch box and set his sights on Ren Jie and Li Zhen.
The two women in charge of distributing the sacrament deliberately ignored him and gave the yogurt in the cylindrical container to the different members one by one in counterclockwise order.
After the sacrament, Li Zhen carried the tableware, passed through the middle door, and entered the inner room, while Ren Jie casually chatted with the believers and asked them for their opinions on today's communion.
During this process, she didn't lean in the direction where Shang Jianyao was at all, because she felt that she could guess what the guy would say.
"He would definitely say, 'It tastes good, but the portion is too small.' How could such a person be brought into the order in the first place? Although the 'Holy Master' has always allowed us to develop more young people, especially those who have just reached marriage age, young people also need to be classified......" Ren Jie glanced at Shang Jianyao, and gave up the idea of sharing his field experience with the other party.
She walked to the aisle leading to the middle door, turned around, and said to everyone:
"Today's party is here, you go back in turn, be careful on the road."
The members present saluted at the same time, left Li Zhen's house in separate parts, and walked to different places on the night when there were no street lights.
Shang Jianyao and Shen Dushun were both wearing dark green thick cotton coats, holding thick flashlights, and walking silently along the edge of the surveillance.
When they were about to separate, Shen Du looked up at the ceiling submerged in darkness, and held back a question:
"What does the real sky look like?"
Shang Jianyao looked at the flashlight pillar and said:
"It's very high, very blue, and very empty."
Shen Du fell silent, separated from him, and walked towards his home.
After Shang Jianyao returned to room 196 in Area B, he took a nap and waited until the rush hour was over before rushing to have breakfast before the cafeteria closed.
After filling his stomach, he came to the elevator hall located in the corner of Area C.
Twelve elevators here lead directly to the "research area".
Shang Jianyao skillfully pressed the 25th floor, and then swiped his card to light up "3" while going down the elevator.
After arriving on the third floor, Shang Jianyao followed the corridor outside the metal door to the innermost room on the right.
"Dong dong dong." He knocked on the door.
"Who?" A soft female voice came out.
Shang Jianyao reported his name and finally said:
"Dr. Lin, I want to make an appointment for a review."
Dr. Lin in the room immediately smiled and said:
"Small business......
"I happen to be free now, come in."
Shang Jianyao, who got permission, twisted the handle and pushed open the door.
Dr. Lin was still wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a white coat, sitting behind a log-colored table, playing with the pen in his hand.
Unlike before, this time, her hair was not tied up, but casually dishtilled down, looking a few years younger.
"Good morning, Dr. Lin." Shang Jianyao greeted with a smile.
Dr. Lin pointed to the chair opposite:
"Good morning, sit down."
As she spoke, she glanced at the folder spread out in front of her.
When Shang Jianyao sat down, she asked chatterily:
"How many days have you been back from field work?"
"I came back yesterday afternoon." Shang Jianyao did not hide it.
Dr. Lin pestled the table with the end of the pen, smiled and said:
"It's too sudden today, so I won't do any tests, let's just chat.
"How is it? This field work went pretty well, right?"
"It's exciting." Shang Jianyao replied truthfully.
Dr. Lin was a little curious:
"How exciting?"
"It can make ordinary security department employees die several times." Shang Jianyao found a standard for comparison.
"Then you're lucky, you can come back alive." Dr. Lin couldn't help but sigh.
She smiled instead:
"Then tell me about this experience, needless to say that it needs to be kept confidential."
Shang Jianyao showed a reminiscing expression:
"We drove out of the gate and came to the surface, the sky was blue, very high, very empty, it felt like it could suck people up, it was very scary, but just get used to it......
"There are many trees around, some green leaves, some withered yellow, and the air smells of fresh feces......"
"Stop!" Dr. Lin raised his hand and pinched his nose, "There is no need to talk about this kind of detail."
She immediately picked up the cup and took a sip of tea:
"What about the back?"
"There is no one behind." Shang Jianyao replied calmly.
"Huh?" Dr. Lin couldn't react for a while.
Shang Jianyao explained:
"There is a confidentiality clause later."
"......" Dr. Lin was a little stunned, "In other words, you have only been out for a few hours before you start to encounter things involving confidentiality clauses? What else can I say after this incident?"
Shang Jianyao replied seriously:
"I ate canned braised beef, ate energy bars, ate compressed biscuits, went to the bushes and urinated once, killing two mosquitoes......"
"Needless to say." Dr. Lin was a little helpless.
She was silent for a while, and couldn't help but ask again:
"Except for the details of life, everything else involves confidentiality clauses?"
Shang Jianyao nodded:
"We have to wait for the company's review to determine what can be said and what can't."
"Hmm." Dr. Lin sighed, "What happened to you? Eh, are there any casualties?"
She was worried that this would stimulate Shang Jianyao and aggravate his condition.
Shang Jianyao shook his head:
"No."
Dr. Lin breathed a sigh of relief and decided to change the subject:
"Do you feel like you have grown in these experiences on the surface?"
"Yes." Shang Jianyao said with a serious expression, "I find it very difficult to save all mankind, and we often can't even save a child in a small town, a settlement, or a child."
Dr. Lin nodded with relief:
"Just understand.
"I am not saying that there is a problem with your ideal, but I think that some relatively achievable goals should be erected before this ideal.
"This can help boost your confidence and improve your condition."
Shang Jianyao immediately responded:
"Yes.
"So, I have to work harder and improve myself. Only in this way can we save all mankind."
"......" Dr. Lin's eyes rolled up and he sighed quietly.
Without waiting for her to speak, Shang Jianyao took the initiative to ask:
"Dr. Lin, I came to you today mainly to ask, how to overcome the hidden fear in my heart?"
Dr. Lin looked moved, smiled slightly, and said:
"That's a good question."
She didn't say more professional terms, but said in a very approachable chatting way:
"Personally, the prerequisite for overcoming the hidden fear within you is to recognize it and face it head-on.
"Blind avoidance will never solve the problem.
"Sometimes, you might as well look directly at your bloody wound."
Seeing Shang Jianyao's thoughtful expression, Dr. Lin added:
"However, in practice, I do not advocate facing fear immediately, because it is very likely to cause secondary damage and cause a complete mental breakdown.
"The right step should be to take the appropriate approach, step by step to get closer to that fear, from the edge to the center, and in the process, constantly rebuild the inner strength, eating away at the shadows little by little.
"When you can fully face those nightmares, you will find that they are not powerful and easy to defeat."
Speaking of this, Dr. Lin smiled and said:
"You can tell me your general feelings, and I will help you design some plans."
Shang Jianyao was silent and did not answer.
Dr. Lin was surprised and said "Hmm":
"Don't rush, you can think about it slowly, think about it for a whole week.
"At this time next week, remember to come and review.
"If you feel that you can't speak up to me, you can change the way, or change to someone you can trust to speak up."
Shang Jianyao nodded slightly:
"Thank you, Dr. Lin."
He immediately stood up and said goodbye politely.
After returning to the 495th floor, Shang Jianyao turned directly to the fourth elevator area in the other direction.
This leads to the Ministry of Safety.
Shang Jianyao waited for a while, walked in slowly, and swiped his card to light up the 647th floor.
Soon, he came to the dressing room next to the "old tune group" and changed into light clothes.
As soon as Shang Jianyao opened the door of the training room, he saw Jiang Baimian wearing a ponytail, sitting on a bench, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a towel.
"Why are you here?" Jiang Baimian sensed his appearance earlier.
She remembered that she gave three team members two days off.
"Exercise." Shang Jianyao replied truthfully.
Jiang Baimian thought for a while and suddenly realized:
"Also, your peers are working at this time, and you can't find anything to do at home except sleep."
"I can still read books." Shang Jianyao replied.
"......" Jiang Baimian just wanted to glare at this guy, but suddenly sensed something and looked at the door again.
Bai Chen appeared there wrapped in a gray scarf.
Without waiting for Jiang Baimian and Shang Jianyao to speak, she took the initiative to say:
"It's okay to be idle."
Jiang Baimian smiled and praised:
"Not bad."
Bai Chen had just taken a few steps through the door when Long Yuehong also came over with a towel.
"You, why are you here too?" Long Yuehong saw the team leader, Shang Jianyao, and Bai Chen looking at her in unison, and was surprised and inexplicably a little panicked.
"Why are you here?" Jiang Baimian did not answer the rhetorical question.
Long Yuehong hesitated:
"The girl my mother introduced to me is at work, and she has to wait until dinner to meet.
Jiang Baimian's smile became more and more obvious:
"Very good."
She immediately looked around and pretended to be serious:
"Since they are all here, let's practice fighting."
"Ah......" Long Yuehong looked embarrassed.
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At eight o'clock in the evening, Shang Jianyao, as usual, was lying on the bed, with his eyes half-closed, waiting for the radio program to start.
After more than ten seconds, the familiar sweet voice echoed:
"Hello everyone, I'm Hou Yi, the hourly newsannouncer, and it's 8 o'clock in the evening......
"The Board held its 22nd meeting of the year today to discuss the focus of winter work......
"Cotton in the inner ecological area has a bumper harvest......
"At 9:35 a.m. today, Wang Yafei, the director of the 'Material Supply Market' on the 478th floor, died at work due to cardiac arrest......"
Shang Jianyao's eyes opened and he sat up directly.
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(End of this chapter)