Chapter 349 Follow-up Consultation (Monthly Pass at the Beginning of the Month)
"How do you know I'm here too?" "Justice" lady's voice sounded with a smile.
Lumian looked at the opposite seat where he didn't know if there was anyone sitting, and replied with a smile:
"You won't lose anything with a greeting."
Susie took over the topic:
"Congratulations on completing the first step of revenge, how about we have a brief chat about this?"
"No problem." Lumian did not experience significant mood swings due to the word "revenge."
After all, this is a follow-up visit based on psychological assessment, and external influences cannot be added to avoid misleading the doctor's judgment.
He started by looking for helpers and making plans, and talked about what happened in the past two days, except for hiding the secrets of the "Curly Baboon Research Society", he mentioned everything else.
After a short period of silence, Susie's gentle voice sounded again:
"Your mental state is maintained well, although in certain scenarios, there will still be overreactions, but this is normal, psychotherapy is not to make a person lose their emotions and feelings, but to help you let go of your burdens, learn to reconcile, find your inner strength, and no longer be crushed by nightmares, otherwise, according to some unreliable psychiatrists, directly removing your frontal lobe can make you calm forever."
"Remove the frontal lobe of the brain?" Lumian was also the first time he had heard of this treatment.
Susie's tone was a little disgusting:
"This is an idea that has only appeared in the last two or three years, it is impossible to achieve the intended goal at all, it will only cause serious harm to the patient, I can feel the obvious malice from this treatment plan, just like some inhuman guys deliberately spread the joke to see doctors and patients."
A prank that doesn't care about the life or death of others? Lumian turned to say:
"Ms. Susie, you haven't asked me how I feel, analyzed my thoughts, and think that I have recovered and don't need a follow-up visit?"
Susie's mood improved quickly, and she said with a smile:
"Sometimes, a person's behavior reflects his psychological state more than his thoughts, what you need to know is that human beings are a creature that is very good at deceiving themselves, and will always look for a bunch of reasons for some of their behavior, which is far from the reality of his behavior.
"Obviously, whether you want to admit it or not, you have rebuilt your social relationships, have a certain amount of trust in others, and are willing to let others trust you.
"In the roundup of Guillaume. Before Bene, you can think calmly, prepare carefully, although there is an impulsiveness in the action, there are some pathological distortions, but this is inevitable, there is no need to consider whether there is a more serious psychological problem, and when the matter is over, you quickly return to a more normal state, return to life, and continue further investigation.
"Based on the above behavioral manifestations, congratulations to you, you no longer have a strong tendency to self-destruct and truly come out of the abyss of pain.
"Of course, the pain will not go away, it will only ease and fade, and at some point in the future, it may suddenly be touched again and take over your mind again, but there is no need to panic, with this time of experience, I believe you can cope well, from a psychological point of view, this is the manifestation of healing.
"In the same way, the past will inevitably leave traces on us, and your self-destructive tendencies, extreme degrees and pathological manifestations will definitely be a little stronger than most people, but they are all within reasonable and normal ranges."
After hearing this, Lumian exhaled slowly and said:
"I can actually feel that I am completely different now than I was when I first arrived in Trier.
"Thank you, Ms. Susie, thank you, Ms. 'Justice.'"
He could clearly find that thanks to the treatment of the two psychiatrists and various experiences in the market area, he slowly came out of the crazy state of not caring about anything, not caring about anything, and it didn't matter even if he died, from a vengeful evil ghost to a more extreme person who wanted revenge, had enough action, and was more extreme.
"This is actually a self-salvation." Susie's tone was obviously happier than just now, "What you need to thank most is yourself and your sister Auror, if it weren't for you still holding on to a little hope and some ideas for survival, if it weren't for Miss Aurore giving you nearly six years of good time, allowing you to reminisce and shape your thoughts, we wouldn't be able to pull you back."
Hearing this, Lumian suddenly recalled pictures in his mind:
Aurore took a deep breath to relieve the irritability of teaching knowledge; The storm in the fighting class, the usual sudden "attack"; The two sat in the study, each looking at different books, enjoying the silence and enjoying the night; As the number one test subject, he was forced to eat his sister's successful or unsuccessful hometown food reductions......
Lumian's expression gradually softened, and he remembered a sentence his sister had written in a certain novel:
The joys and pains of the past are equal to the present me.
After more than ten seconds, he sat up straight and asked:
"Did all my nightmares last night come from that king pie game?"
This time it was Ms. "Justice" who was in charge of responding, and she said in a soft voice:
"Yes, judging from the current situation, you should have been mentally polluted at that time."
"Mental pollution? Does that really involve extraordinary power?" Lumian asked curiously.
"Justice" replied:
"Normally, the simple ritual of sacrificing the king's bread would not have been successful, otherwise the game would not have been popular in Intis for hundreds of years, until the establishment of the Republic, and was gradually forgotten, and only a few families remembered."
"Yes, I thought so at the time, Puiver neither used the language of occultism nor recited the complete honorific name, so it was impossible for the sacrifice to succeed." Lumian echoed.
Ms. "Justice" continued:
"But there is one exception where the sacrificer and the object of the sacrifice are related by blood and there are many similarities.
"If you frequently participate in Puifer's king cake game and suffer from the spiritual pollution caused by rituals again and again, it is not something that can be solved by a few nightmares, they will gradually distort your mind and make you crazy before it completely subsides."
"Is there any symbolism in those nightmares?" Lumian said with a "hmm".
"Justice" Lady said slowly,
"It is likely a combination of some crazy events that have happened in the past, projected into your dreams with the help of pollution."
"There is really such an ancient castle, there are really so many crazy people......" Lumian nodded thoughtfully.
After chatting with the two psychiatrists "Justice" and "Susie" for a while, he felt that today's follow-up visit was coming to an end.
At this time, Ms. "Justice" took the initiative to say:
"Didn't I mention it before, is there something you might need help with?"
"No problem." Lumian agreed very readily.
Just think of it as the cost of psychotherapy!
Moreover, he believes that Ms. "Justice" must have considered her own abilities before commissioning and will not be too dangerous.
"Justice," said the lady with a smile.
"If it succeeds, I will give you an extra reward, which will meet your needs in some way."
"Changed your appearance?" Lumi was relieved.
"Almost." "Justice" Lady's soft voice was a little more serious, "I hope you go to an ancient tomb on the fourth floor of the Catacombs of Trier and help me get a bottle of 'Samaritan's Fountain'."
Samaritan Woman's Fountain? Lumian was extremely stunned in his heart.
Ms. "Hela" just mentioned that she came to Trier to find something in the depths of the catacombs, and she also asked about the legend of the "Samaritan Woman's Fountain"!
Isn't this too coincidental?
As if sensing the thoughts in his heart, Ms. "Justice" smiled and said:
"Do you think it's too coincidental?
"Yes, I just hope that you can help me get some spring water from the Samaritan Woman's Spring with the help of that 'Hela' lady's exploration action.
"In fact, I can 'arrange' for you to go in a more covert way, but that would go against my philosophy and principles.
"For me, it is dangerous to be addicted to manipulating other people's minds.
"Of course, honesty is also an effective means of influencing other people's hearts."
Lumi's vigilance and suspicion were dispelled, and he asked suspiciously:
"Ms. 'Justice', since you know the approximate location of the 'Samaritan Woman's Fountain', why don't you go and get it yourself, and have to find me, an extraordinary person with only sequence 7?"
The Major Arcana card of "Tarot Society" must be a demigod, and I don't know how many times stronger than myself!
"Justice" Ms. smiled:
"Simply put, in some places, the higher the sequence, the more dangerous it is."
And where the higher the sequence, the more dangerous it is? Lumian felt that this was beyond his own understanding.
Ms. "Justice" added:
"The higher the sequence and the closer it is to the beginning, the more madness accumulates, and the more susceptible it is to certain pollution.
"'Hela' is also good in this matter, at least it can save her time and allow her to lock in a range to search."
Lumian thought for a moment, accepted the commission of the "righteous" lady, and learned from her the general scope of the "Samaritan Woman's Fountain":
In an ancient tomb on the westernmost level of the fourth floor of the catacombs.
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After the follow-up visit, Lumian returned to White Coat Street in the market area, intending to take away the "torture" gloves from the tin cabinet.
As soon as he entered the safe house, he suddenly had a wonderful intuition:
Someone has been in!
Someone has been in his safe house!
Lumi tightened his grip on his heart, strode forward, and opened the tin cabinet.
Seeing that Aurore's sorcery notes and "torture" gloves were still there, he breathed an uncontrollable sigh of relief.
Immediately afterwards, he carefully identified it and found that there was indeed one item missing:
That piece of earth blood ore is missing!
ps: All two watches are delivered today, asking for a guaranteed monthly pass~
(End of this chapter)