Chapter 204 is remembered
Lumian was stunned for a moment, looked at the seat opposite to the seemingly uninhabited seat, and replied politely:
"Hello."
At the same time, he remembered a strange word that his sister Aurore had once said and explained:
"Expert consultation"!
Although there were no invisible "psychiatrists" around me, there were two of them, and they couldn't find them either...... Lumian muttered in his heart.
The lady opposite him didn't speak anymore, and Susie's tone became more relaxed and light:
"You seem to be very impressed by the newspaper, which shows that it has a good effect?"
"Yes." Lumian replied calmly.
He has been able to confront the trauma in his heart instead of shutting it off, otherwise he will try to avoid contact with "Red Boots"Franka, as she will always mention Aurore.
Of course, the resulting mood swings are inevitable.
Susie turned the topic back to its original track:
"If you want to further confirm what abnormal coincidences there are during this period and find the corresponding source, I can help you.
"I won't go directly through your memories, but being able to awaken them all and have them appear in front of your eyes in chronological order, of course, this does not involve those that are hidden by the subconscious, those are too dangerous.
"Are you willing to try?"
Lumian did not hesitate in the slightest:
"Okay."
After noticing the coincidences in and around him, he would recall his experience during this period from time to time, scrutinize the corresponding details, and now he just changed to a better way.
"You let your body lean completely against the back of the sofa, relax, close your eyes......" Susie's soft voice came into Lumian's ears unhurriedly.
He had just changed his sitting posture, and before he could adjust his mental state, he closed his eyes when the "volcanic eruption" suddenly appeared in his mind.
This "hit" him by surprise and prevented his subconscious mind from making effective stops.
Magma and smoke sprayed out like light spots, and each light point carried a scene.
This large number of points of light are arranged linearly in chronological order, making Lumian feel as if he has seen a drama with himself as the protagonist.
It is released in a flash, but it maintains the clarity and integrity of every detail.
Lumian suddenly had a feeling that his brain was running rapidly, the temperature was rising rapidly, and white smoke was about to come out.
He saw every scene, remembered every detail, connected them together, and looked for something out of the ordinary.
Suddenly, he frowned tightly and whispered with a slightly painful expression:
"I discovered, I found that after I prayed for a gift last time, the memory before returning to the Golden Rooster Hotel, that memory is gone!"
Lumian's eyes widened suddenly, and his facial muscles were obviously distorted.
That memory that should have existed was blank!
At this time, a soft female voice came into his mind:
"Is it no longer there, it is gone, or have you forgotten and ignored it?"
This came from the lady across from him, but no longer with the same smile as before, slightly brisk.
It was like a bolt of lightning that lit up in Lumian's mind, illuminating all the dark corners outside the subconscious.
Lumian's expression became more and more painful, he couldn't help but bury his head and said with great difficulty:
"I, I saw, I saw......
"I'm talking to, I'm talking to the angel sealed in my body!
"He called, and His name was Thermibolos!"
Lumian finally remembered what he had forgotten:
The contamination sealed on his left chest is essentially an angel of faith in fate, named Thermibolos!
He originally wanted to ask the "magician" lady if there was a way to use the angel to avoid the negative impact he might exert, but then he completely forgot about it.
"This is the contamination of the seal in your body?" Susie didn't seem too surprised, and her voice was still peaceful.
Lumian exhaled subconsciously, raised his hand and touched his forehead, which was already covered with dense cold sweat.
He replied truthfully:
"Yes, He also wanted to lure me to help Him break out of the seal, but I refused, and then I forgot about it.
"This is really, really weird......"
Thermibolos was obviously sealed in my body and could not escape, but I was still unknowingly influenced by him!
"This is normal, you can't underestimate any angel, even if he is sealed." Susie used an explanation to dispel Lumian's instant fear.
The unknown is the most frightening.
She further stated:
"In ancient times, angels were also called 'from God,' which meant that they already had some divine essence, and even if they were sealed, they could exert a certain influence on the outside world through some means.
"Did you think before that with the seal of that great being, the pollution on your chest is closer to the gift, as long as you follow the correct process and at the right stage, except for the pain when you bear the power, there is a certain risk of loss of control, there is no other problem?"
Lumian was silent, and during this time he had more or less similar thoughts.
"You have to remember that in similar things, curses are not weaker than gifts, or even stronger." Susie warned, "I don't know how Thermibolos influenced you, but based on his belief in fate, I suspect that he mainly caused some negative changes in your fate.
"You don't have to worry too much, after all, He is sealed and can exert a very limited influence, as long as you check your own condition from time to time and repeatedly ask whether or not to do something, you can avoid this problem to a large extent."
"Okay." Lumian took out a pen and paper and wrote a memo.
The content of the memo was "Ask the 'Magician' lady about Thermiporos."
He was worried that after he finished his treatment, he would be influenced by the angel in the fate field and forget the corresponding things.
Putting away the paper and pen, Lumian exhaled slowly:
"After remembering the incident of Thermiporos, I feel a lot more relaxed and at ease, and it seems that my spirituality is still aware to a certain extent."
"I can feel that your mental state is better than just now." Susie affirmed Lumian's words.
Lumian took the opportunity to ask:
"Ladies and gentlemen, you say Suzanne. Has Matisse been completely eliminated by the official extraordinary, and do I still need to look for clues from the Old Dovecage Theater in case she attacks again?"
Counting the time, Mr. Efu, the landlord of the Golden Rooster Hotel, should start to have bad luck now.
Susie smiled gently:
"The 'spectator' path is not good at divination."
The "invisible" lady sitting opposite Lumian said with a slight smile:
"Ms. 'Magician' is an expert in divination, didn't she tell you the answer, or did you not understand what she meant?"
Didn't say it...... Lumian recalled that Ms. "The Magician" was in Suzanne. Matisse's answer to that matter.
Suddenly, he was stunned there:
The "magician" lady is telling him how to solve Suzanne. Matisse's question and suggested that he seek help from Mr. K.
This is interpreted from another perspective:
She didn't think about Suzanne at all. The possibility that Matisse has been completely eliminated!
In her opinion, this problem is bound to break out again!
Could this be too subtle? Or maybe she felt it was an obvious thing and didn't bother to emphasize it? Lumian muttered a couple of words, nodded and said:
"I know the answer."
At the same time as answering, Lumian had a certain association based on the title and attitude of the "psychiatrist" opposite to the "magician" lady:
Could it be that they are also members of the secret organization codenamed Tarot cards?
Which card do they have?
With a slight adjustment, Lumian asked about his psychological state:
"When I think of running into Louis. Lund, I am very eager, excited and excited, and I can't control my emotions, is this a serious psychological problem?"
Susie replied softly:
"This is actually normal, everyone will behave similarly on the things they care about the most, you are just a little extreme.
"If you don't react like this, I would suspect that you have a more serious psychological problem and have closed all your emotions.
"What you need to do now is not fear and fear, but control them."
This is normal...... After being comforted by Ms. Susie for a few words, Lumian was no longer as anxious as before on the corresponding issue, and his mental state became more stable.
He asked thoughtfully:
"Control?"
How to control?
Susie replied:
"The easiest way is to always remember that emotions should not be excessive, and if you have a similar reaction, immediately use deep breathing and other methods to calm down and relax your state.
"This is simple to say, but it is very difficult in practice, when human beings have emotional outbursts, it is difficult for human beings to have rational existence, and there are few thoughts that must control oneself, and when you regain your sovereignty, mistakes have often been made.
"I can help you set a trigger point, once your emotional reaction exceeds a certain limit, it will make you remember what I just said, help you initially regain your senses, and try to control yourself.
"This is a short-term solution, and in the long run, you still have to rely on yourself, and of course, once you get used to looking at yourself when you are overly emotional, the problem will become simpler.
"Would you like to give it a try?"
"Okay." Lumian does not reject the help of external forces.
Susie's voice became ethereal and illusory at some point, she seemed to say a lot, but Lumian didn't remember a word, she could only recall the final conclusion:
"The trigger point has been set, if there is no accident, it can last for two weeks, just in time for the next treatment, and then decide whether to make up for it depending on the situation."
Lumian said "hmm" and examined his psychological and mental state.
After more than ten seconds, he asked with a little fear and a little expectation:
"Can we try to awaken more subconscious memories?"
(End of this chapter)