The grandfather has never been to Beijing.
It is true that for most Chinese people, there are too many channels and ways to know and know this place, even if they have never been there, they can still dream of the environment here.
However, it is impossible to dream of this orange cat.
The details of this cat are so obvious and clear, it is the one he was holding at the beginning.
It is the cat in the palace, and it is also the anchor of my own memory.
Through it, Li Chaiyuan can be sure that this is not the dream of the great master, it should be his own dream.
Picking up the cat, Li Zhuiyuan took Ah Li down the steps.
The boy has had an excellent memory since he was a child, and although he can't compare to the individual genius classmates he has seen, he can remember it after looking at it twice.
What's more, he used to sit here for many days.
The damage on the steps, the gaps in the floor tiles below, and the leader who was sitting on it before were all aligned.
Even if there was no orange cat in his arms, when he came here, Chase Li would have come to the same conclusion as just now.
At present, I can only guess that it was the transfer ceremony that the grandfather had arranged for himself, exchanging the dreams of the two of them.
This dream should be a kind of referential meaning, with a profound meaning behind it.
But what exactly it symbolizes, Li Chaiyuan is not clear yet.
And there is ...... Where did the grandfather go?
The reason why the young man immediately followed the paper man into the paper man when he first came into contact with the master before was that the Manchu zombies ran out first like last time.
But after coming in, except for this cat, Li Chaiyuan didn't see the grandfather or the zombie.
In front of him, the huge area between the Taihe Gate and the Taihe Hall seemed empty, with only himself, Ah Li and a cat.
Just when Li Zhuyuan was hesitating about which direction to look for next, there was a sound of bells in his ears.
"Jingle bell...... Jingle Bell ......"
Along with the sound of the bell, there was also a choking smell of sesame oil.
In an instant, a strong feeling of nausea and nausea hit, Li Chaiyuan only felt cramps in his abdomen, dizzy, and loosened the orange cat in his arms.
Beside him, Ah Li also squatted down and looked at him.
Compared with the severe discomfort at the moment, Li Chaiyuan was even more shocked by the cause of this strong discomfort.
Because, whether it was the sound of the bell or the smell of sesame oil, no matter how annoying and choked it was, he should be able to bear it easily now, after all, since he went to the river, he had experienced countless more disgusting scenes, and his resistance and endurance had been honed to an extremely high level.
Furthermore, I am now entering this place in a yin state, and the discomfort in my body and senses should not be transmitted so clearly.
The most important thing is that only he was affected, but Ah Li beside him did not react.
This means that this scene is not caused by the present, but by post-traumatic stress disorder left by a certain experience in the past.
But the problem is that there is no such paragraph in my memory.
He was sure that those days were very ordinary, Li Lan brought himself here every morning, and then brought himself home when Li Lan got off work in the evening.
He didn't have to go to Li Lan or the small canteen for lunch, because Li Lan would put water, biscuits and chicken cakes in his small schoolbag in advance.
Although there is an endless stream of tourists here, there are armed police standing guard everywhere, and Li Lan is never worried that her son will be stupid enough to be deceived by others.
The sound of the bell...... The place where I came first, on that step, was also the position I sat most often during that time.
Li Zhuiyuan stood up and walked up the steps again.
After walking up again, the sound of the bell became clearer, the smell of sesame oil became stronger, and Li Chaiyuan's painful reaction was stronger.
But soon, the bells began to move, and the smell of sesame oil began to fade.
Avoiding pain is a human instinct, and Li Chaiyuan is now overcoming this instinct and moving forward guided by the strength of his own pain.
Ah Li did not persuade him to give up, but silently supported him.
In the past, no matter how difficult the environment was, Li Chaseyuan could quickly overcome and endure it, just like the last time he was in the tower, but this time, he found that he could not adapt.
This proves that every period of pain has traces in the past, and what you are empathizing with is not a single pain, but a long painful experience.
He had walked here, turned here, went down the steps here, entered this door, and every step he took was extremely uncomfortable, and now he was walking the path he had walked.
But how is this possible, why don't you have any of this in your memory?
The boy suddenly thought of the wave of the dream ghost, and after waking up from the dream, he also lost his memory in the dream.
Since I can encounter things where my memories have been erased after leaving the river, will my childhood self also encounter it?
No matter how smart I was at that time, after all, I didn't get started, and I didn't understand what was going on in the mysterious door.
But why are you here? And who has ever done this to himself?
Li Zhuiyuan gritted his teeth, his figure continued to follow forward, but he forced himself to cheer up.
He began to actively listen to the sound of the bell and actively distinguish the taste of this sesame oil.
Due to the nature of Li Lan's work at that time, he followed her to many venues and units when he was a child.
As for the smell of fragrant oil, it is even more particular, as the ingredients and formulas of temples of different denominations and the contributions of different groups of believers will cause differences in its taste.
Soon, an image of a tantric monk appeared in Li Chaiyuan's mind.
The monk held a silver bell and wrapped it in puff pastry, exuding the smell of sesame oil all over his body.
Jingli has always been a place where sects gather, and the Qing Dynasty was the pinnacle of the feudal system, and the rulers regarded the sect as a means of strengthening their rule.
The boy remembered him.
He once stroked his head and held his hand to introduce himself to the historic utensils in the glass cabinet, but that was only a one-sided fate.
It turned out that I had seen him for the second time.
He had been here, behind him, shook the bell at himself sitting there, and led him all the way.
I don't know how long he walked, Li Chaiyuan observed the changes in the surrounding palaces, and he found that he had "followed" to the Ningshou Palace Zhenshun Gate.
In the corner of the small courtyard ahead, a well appeared, surrounded by a white fence, the wall of the well was convex, and the wellhead was very narrow.
This is ...... Jane Fei Well.
In the two days when Li Lan first came here to work, he took advantage of the gap between before and after work to take him on a tour and explain.
At that time, Li Lan still retained the appearance of a normal mother.
However, she probably also noticed that as long as her son had seen and heard it, he would remember it, so he was too lazy to continue playing with him, and then he threw him into the palace and went about his own business.
This well is particularly famous because Cixi ordered people to put Concubine Zhen into it, and many tourists who come to visit will come here to take a turn.
In fact, the wellhead at that time was very large, not as small as it is now, and the current wellhead is so narrow that it is impossible to throw people into it.
The seventy-four wells in the harem of the founding of the People's Republic of China have been renovated for safety, and the wellheads that can be seen now are actually well pressing stones.
Why was he brought here in the first place?
The question just rose in his heart, and soon, Li Chaiyuan got a further perception.
"Poof......
There seemed to be the sound of falling water in his ears, and then, a terrible feeling of suffocation and boundless despair rushed towards him like a tide.
Li Chaiyuan knelt down and reached up with his hands, instinctively wanting to reach something.
All the painful feelings that had followed me all the way before seemed to have become a kind of foreshadowing at this moment, just for the rapid explosion at the moment!
"Ah......"
Although Li Chaiyuan is still outside the well, this feeling of drowning is so delicate and real, although the rational memory is lost, the emotional thing is retained.
But this feeling cannot be reflected at all on weekdays, let alone found in it, and can only be triggered again in the corresponding environment.
I once fell into this well.
no
It wasn't that I stumbled and fell, I couldn't have moved the well stone at that time, combined with the sound of bells and the smell of sesame oil, I was thrown into this well.
The terrible ordeal continues, and the most desperate thing is that you don't know when it will end.
Li Chaiyuan's vision began to blur, he seemed to be able to see, Ah Li was constantly shaking himself, his eyes showing concern, but gradually, Ah Li's figure became blurred, and his surroundings became dark.
In the dim environment, there were lamps on, the lights were faint, reflecting something, like talisman paper.
And the place where Ah Li was originally turned into a white palace figure, she was also at the bottom of the well, standing straight with one leg and one leg bent.
Before the Eight-Nation Allied Forces came, Cixi ordered Concubine Zhen to be thrown into the well before fleeing to Beijing, and Cixi returned to Beijing a year later to salvage Concubine Zhen from the well, that is to say, Concubine Zhen had been soaking in this well for more than a year.
At this time, Li Chaiyuan saw the white blurred figure and began to take the initiative to lean towards him.
After the distance was closed, she raised her arms, two hands, and grabbed her neck.
But she didn't want to strangle herself, but after strangling herself, she began to pull back.
It seemed like he wanted to take himself away, but he didn't move.
But the next moment, with the retreat of the white figure, Li Chaiyuan saw with his own eyes that "himself" was captured by her.
One, exactly the same self.
Soon, an even more incredible scene appeared, he saw the "self" who had been captured, and he was also looking at himself.
Li Chaiyuan lowered his head and found that there was still a pair of white hands on his neck.
The two "selves" present a strange sense of symmetrical mirror image at this time.
Finally, with a non-existent "bang", I seemed to have surfaced.
Li Zhuiyuan began to gasp heavily, just like himself at the beginning, he had also acted like this.
Suddenly, the smell of sesame oil intensified, and an unbelievably rich psychedelic sensation hit me.
The eyelids suddenly became very heavy and heavy, and consciousness slowly fell.
At the same time, the conversation came:
"Did it work?"
"Benefactor Li, you asked the poor monk to help your son get rid of the demons, but the poor monk has never seen the existence of the demons in your son's body."
"He does, right under his human skin, I'm sure."
"The poor monk didn't see the inner demon, unless the inner demon that Master Li said was your son himself."
"Did that succeed?"
"Failed."
"Consequences."
"According to your previous description of the poor monk, Master Li, if you have another patient with the same condition as a reference.
Your son's condition will erupt earlier, stronger, and more difficult to control than her, stimulated by this failure seal."
"Well, I know."
"The poor monk will help him erase this memory of the failure of the seal, and try not to stimulate his condition as much as possible, although, according to the Central Plains, it is a drop in the bucket, but...... It's better than nothing."
"Seal his memory, it has nothing to do with his condition, I just want to hear him call me mom for a few more years."
"Benefactor Li, the poor monk should help you check it too."
"No need, you can't even deal with my son, and I won't let you waste my time."
"Yes, the poor monk is ashamed."
The conversation disappeared.
All the discomfort completely subsided at this moment.
Li Chaiyuan supported his hands on the ground and gasped heavily.
Ah Li stared at the young man, and she saw the coldness in the young man's eyes.
The young man's palms slowly clenched into fists.
If Li Lan was just taking all kinds of strange methods to treat herself in advance, he could understand it.
But now, he discovered that Li Lan was not only treating himself...... She was treating herself as an experimental subject.
She was "testing" herself to determine if it was effective and to use it on herself.
This is indeed in line with her style of behavior, in line with the rational style of their mother and son.
She should have discovered early on that the normal child she wanted to give birth to had the same disease as her.
Not to mention, at first he felt that his mother should like smart and sensible children like other parents, so he would deliberately show his extraordinary intelligence to win his mother's favor.
For her, since she failed to give birth to a normal child to become the sustenance she used to strengthen her human skin, she should use it as soon as possible to make the most of it.
No wonder, my illness will break out earlier and more seriously than Li Lan, you are really my good mother.
Li Chaiyuan stood up and walked towards the Zhenfei Well.
Now, he knew what was in the well and understood the meaning of the dream.
Li Zhuyuan stood by the wellhead, although he knew what he was going to see next, but he still lowered his head and looked down into the well.
In the well water, what was reflected was a face exactly like himself, with the same expression and the same cold gaze.
Ah Li came over, held his hand, and looked down.
At the same moment, Ah Li's face also appeared on the water surface of the well.
The tantric monk wanted to help him suppress his demons.
But he failed.
The reason for the failure is very simple, Li Chaiyuan has no inner demons.
As the eminent monk said, if you insist on saying that there is, it is yourself and your inner demon.
After entering the Xuanmen, Li Chaiyuan read a lot of books, some of which are conducive to current growth and must be read; Some books have no practical value, and they are just trying to explore one's own condition through them.
Now he is proficient in formations, feng shui, and puppet techniques, Ayou's yin god was tamed by him, and Binbin's resentful baby was sealed by him.
Therefore, looking at himself based on what he has learned, he knows very well that he has no inner demons, no split personality, no evil spirits, and no reincarnation......
His illness could not be more pure.
The trace records of the books and words left by Wei Zhengdao also fully confirmed this, because with Wei Zhengdao's ability, if it was really a disease caused by one of the above reasons, it would not be too simple for him to solve it.
People like them are born freaks.
It was like a black and terrifying piece of jade, when it was just born, that is, when it was first excavated, the skin was still covered with soil.
As you grow up, epidermal impurities will gradually fall off, and the so-called onset of the disease is nothing more than when the time comes, the epidermis will fall off cleanly, revealing your true self.
Having a disease that can be cured is actually a kind of happiness, but what if this disease is your most normal state?
"Ahri, the one below is also me.
I once suffered a seal here and failed, but the aftereffects of failure have always existed, and it continues to exacerbate the deterioration of my condition.
The grandfather transferred this dream away through the transfer formation, which is equivalent to the fact that the grandfather has been helping me suppress my condition for so long in the past.
No, to be precise, it was my grandfather who helped me prevent it from getting worse.
The recovery of my condition and my changes are the result of my own efforts."
The reason why I want to explain it this way is because Li Zhuiyuan doesn't want Ah Li to misunderstand, he is the girl's window, he has to tell the girl that he has been working hard.
The deterioration of the condition was transferred away by the grandfather, but the condition is still the same, and there are obvious changes between the current self and the past self, which are all the result of his active "recovery".
"I suspect it's because I'm walking around the river, or because I'm getting stronger and heavier, and the things involved are getting heavier and heavier.
I didn't know before, but now that I know, I can't pretend to be stupid anymore.
Now, I want to take this dream back.
I knew that the consequences of doing so would lead to a sudden aggravation and worsening of my condition, but I was not afraid.
Because I have improved, I have experienced the feeling of solid human skin on my face, and I have felt this beauty.
Therefore, even if the condition suddenly becomes serious, I am confident that I will come out again.
If you have already walked the road once, it will not be so difficult to walk the second time.
Ah Li, thank you for helping me."
The girl nodded.
She understood because she could empathize.
For some people, seeing the light and then returning to darkness is a kind of torture; But for some people, seeing the eyes of light can give them greater courage to come out of the darkness again.
Li Chaiyuan made this choice mainly because he wanted to help his grandfather relieve his own pain, and secondly, because if he wanted to completely cure his illness, he had to make his condition a whole.
Just like a child learning to ride, the grandfather grabs the back seat with both hands to help him maintain balance, it looks like he is riding, but if he really wants to learn it completely, the hands holding the back seat must be released.
The grandfather has been helping himself long enough, and now, it's time for the grandfather to rest.
Li Chaoyuan squatted down by the well and reached out with his hand into the well.
The self in the reflection of the water is also doing the same thing.
The water level in the well began to rise, and the distance between himself and the person on the other end was gradually narrowing.
The fingertips of both sides touched a point like this.
The next moment, the hands of both sides suddenly grabbed together.
He didn't know whether he had caught the other party or the other party had caught himself, Li Chaiyuan only felt that the world was spinning for a while, and the self in the wellhead was gradually fading.
At this moment, the voice of the eminent Tantric monk came from the wellhead.
"Child, your mother is gone.
I leave this sentence in your memory, and I don't know if you will hear it in the future.
Ruthless, loveless, carefree, and free, it is great freedom, our generation has sought empty doors all our lives and cannot find them, and you were born in empty doors.
It is originally a grape, why is it dusty?
If you hear this, it proves that you and I are destined, and the poor monk is waiting."
As soon as the words fell, there was a neat jumping sound in the distance, and with each step fell, the surrounding temples trembled.
The zombies are coming.
Li Chaiyuan immediately looked at Ah Li and said to her: "Go quickly and leave this dream!"
Ah Li did not hesitate, let go of the young man's hand, and ran towards the side door on the other side, and her figure disappeared.
Li Chaiyuan stood in place, not because he didn't want to leave, but because the handover of this dream was not yet completed.
Rows of zombies wearing Manchu official robes jumped in.
Their official robes are brand new and their corpse is mellow, which means that they are not wild, but are raised and nurtured.
Li Chaoyuan remembered the lamps he had seen in the dim light at the bottom of the well before and the talisman paper behind the lamp, which all represented a zombie.
To be precise, the eminent monk of Tantric Buddhism originally planned to use the zombie corpse energy as an array to suppress the demons after separating his inner demons.
But because the beginning was wrong, the subsequent arrangement method could not be used.
However, they were indeed left in their own dreams.
No wonder the grandfather was chased by zombies after taking over his dream, and when the owner of the dream changed, this group of zombies was equivalent to having a new goal.
But chewing on the passage that the eminent monk secretly left for himself at the end, combined with the scene of so many zombies entering, Li Zhuiyuan, who was well versed in the way of formation, saw the other party's purpose hidden underwater:
If he succeeds in stripping his demons, the other party not only wants to suppress them, but also wants to manipulate and influence them through control of their demons.
Since you said I am destined to be with you...... Then I will visit you in the future.
Soon, a large number of zombies gathered around Li Chaseyuan, they formed a circle, raised their arms, and spat corpse gas at Li Chaseyuan from their mouths.
At this time, the figure reflected on the water surface of the wellhead finally disappeared, and this dream was picked up by Li Chaiyuan.
Li Chaiyuan raised his hand, intending to expel these corpse qi, and then break their encirclement, now he can even easily counter-suppress these zombies back.
But as soon as the young man raised his hand, a strong sense of peeling immediately rose in his heart.
He hadn't experienced this feeling for a long time, and for a long time in the past, he would only feel a discomfort that could be overcome.
This is the feeling of a complete outbreak of the disease, the urge to completely shed the human skin and clean up everything that is not relevant.
"Are you coming out again, then this time, I will let you come out!"
Surrounded by a group of zombies, the boy gave up resistance, faced the wellhead, and slowly lowered his head.
……
Touya.
Ali sat up from the bed.
Liu Yumei turned her head to look over and wondered: "What's wrong?"
The old lady looked up at the time again, it was still very early before she got up and dressed up.
Ah Li got out of bed, dressed in white pajamas, she walked barefoot to the door, pulled out the latch, pushed open the door, and walked out.
Liu Yumei opened her mouth, wanting to remind her granddaughter that it was not appropriate to see Xiaoyuan like this, but the old lady immediately realized something, got up, walked to the door, and watched her granddaughter's figure disappear into the building.
The old lady lowered her head and looked at the threshold at her feet, she hesitated whether to go out at this moment.
It's not that she is scrupulous about whether she will encounter a backlash of good luck when she takes action at Li Sanjiang's house, nor does she care about the cause and effect of going to Jiang, she is afraid that after she goes out now, will she not only not be able to help but will also do bad things?
After all, the scene tonight was arranged by Xiaoyuan himself, and he must have his own purpose.
Liu Yumei pursed her lips, and after all, she did not step out of the threshold, but sat down on the threshold.
The old lady who has been accustomed to elegance all her life rarely has such a down-to-earth attitude.
She was waiting, if she really needed her own help, even if Xiaoyuan didn't shout, her granddaughter would find a way to inform her.
Liu Yumei knocked on the door with her fingertips.
She knew that after this movement, Ali and A Ting, who lived in the room at the south end of the east room, would also be ready immediately.
Finally, the old lady glanced at the bottom of the bed.
There was a sword box pressed under the bed, and there was a sword in the box.
But sometimes, bright opponents are better to deal with, and if something goes wrong with yourself, it is often more tricky.
"This child has a sense of proportion in his heart, it's okay."
……
Ah Li, who had finished walking in the yin state, just came out of the east room, entered the building, and came to the second floor, when she happened to see the boy walking out of Li Sanjiang's room.
The young man saw her, but there was no color in his eyes, and even this gaze did not pause.
Seeing her is like seeing her.
The boy pushed open the door of his room and walked in.
Ahri followed in.
Li Chaiyuan walked to the desk, ran his fingertips over the books on it, and pulled out a copy of "Jianghu Chronicles".
The reason why he chose to put this book within reach of the desk was because one word in this book had been changed.
Wei Zhengdao - pseudo-righteous way.
I remember that after Li Sanjiang completed the transfer ceremony that night, I fell into a coma, and when I woke up the next day, I found that the book had been modified.
At that time, I suspected that this was probably done when I was unconscious.
Facts have proved that this is indeed the case, looking back at the past with today's eyes, even if Li Sanjiang's good fortune is not counted, just because Liu Yumei, Qin Li and Liu Ting all live here, it is impossible for a thief to come in.
Li Chaiyuan now remembers that after the transfer ceremony that night, Li Sanjiang's whole body became groggy, as if he was drunk.
It was him who helped Li Sanjiang back on the bed.
Although this old man prevented himself from returning to his original state and made himself continue to keep his dirty and stupid human skin, he could vaguely feel that this old man seemed to have shared some extremely precious things with himself at the same time.
At that time, I didn't know what it was because I hadn't started it.
I just think that it is very cost-effective to exchange it for human skin to stay for a longer period of time, and it is in my interests.
Of course I know now that this is good luck.
A good thing that can be encountered but not sought, even the Dragon King's family has to lurk here, just to get a little bit of rubbing.
That night, after returning to his room, he flipped through "Jianghu Zhi Wei Lu".
I was only vaguely aware of something was wrong, but I couldn't see the true meaning expressed between the lines by the author of this book.
Although the whole book is full of "destroyed by the righteous way", it expresses a kind of joke on the rules of heaven, and also contains ridicule that the other party cannot do anything about it.
This is a very smart man, he was playing a very dangerous game in his time, and it seemed that he was playing very well.
Unfortunately, he is a person from a long time ago, and he is dead.
No, the person who can write this book, the person who can laugh at the rules of heaven, if he wants to live, he should be able to find a loophole to survive.
This was my idea at the time.
Of course, Li Chaiyuan now knows who Wei Zhengdao is, and he also knows that he is his patient.
Li Chaiyuan gently touched the words that had been modified by himself again with his fingertips, and muttered:
"You are actually pursuing suicide, it's really stupid and short-sighted."
At this time, Li Zhuyuan turned his head and looked at the girl who entered his room.
The current Li Chaiyuan is Li Chaiyuan himself.
He now recalled the memory of that night, and he still remembered that after reading the book and changing that word, when he went to bed and lay down, he tore off the loop that symbolized that he wanted to continue to be a human being.
The reason why I will lose my memory of that night is that I was not yet able to connect with the "self" at that time, and I was not qualified to inherit and continue the thinking logic in the memory of the self.
Now that he has regained his self-state, that memory will naturally be picked up again.
Li Zhuiyuan's fingertips touched the book, so in this way, in the wave of dream ghosts, the same is true for his "lost memories".
It should have been Wei Zhengdao who deliberately erased it for himself, because in that dream memory, there was too much involvement with Emperor Fengdu and the turtle, and only forgetting that memory was the best way to protect himself.
In the future, after his strength and destiny are further improved, he can also pick up the lost memories again like now.
Li Zhuiyuan opened the wordless book, and in that page of the picture, the "Evil Book" was still a white bone.
The young man gently rubbed it in the picture with his fingers.
The picture changed, it raised its head and looked at the boy.
A white bone face could actually express a look of horror.
Yo, have you noticed that the people who turn books are different now?
Li Zhuyuan knew what it wanted, it wanted blood, it wanted essence blood, and could give it to it, and then used blood to rub the painting it was in, and rubbed the second and third pages on this wordless book.
In this way, won't the efficiency of deduction be immediately improved?
Worried about its rebellion, it has been sealed in the wordless book, and it can be tossed anywhere.
There is that old lady living here, just throw the book to her if something happens, she has the responsibility of the Dragon King's family, and she will definitely take care of it.
It's really not good, and it can still be thrown to the person in the peach forest, a fool, who actually thought about suppressing himself to death in the end, and followed Wei Zhengdao in vain, lying there waiting for death and not taking advantage of it.
As for the suitable essence and blood......
Li Zhuiyuan once again set his sights on Ah Li.
Her blood is definitely what "Evil Book" wants.
Anyway, her eyes are full of herself, she will give her whatever she asks, and she will definitely be willing to give her some blood every day.
But that Liu Ting was good at medicine, and she was afraid that she would find out that it would cause trouble, so she had to find a way to help the girl hide the blood loss.
No, there is no need to hide it, as long as the girl is willing, Liu Ting has no choice, and the old lady cannot stop it.
This Dragon King's court should not have been inherited, he had never been to the old house, he had never taken anything, but he had so many cause and effect, and there were so many shackles of the Dragon King's inheritance.
People like myself should follow Wei Zhengdao's example, walk the river quietly, without worrying about anything else, so that even Tiandao's control of himself can be much smaller.
However, since they have made the wrong decision, in order to ensure that the interests are maximized in the future, they still have to continue to act. Since they are willing to die for themselves and sacrifice for the so-called Dragon King inheritance, then leave the next wave to them, let them pay the cost of their lives to help themselves get through the wave easily.
Li Chaiyuan looked at Ah Li again and spoke:
"Ahri, give me your ......"
Li Chaiyuan was stunned, the word "blood" was actually impossible to say.
Not only that, but a strong feeling of discomfort appeared on his body, and he opened his mouth and looked a little painful on his face.
Similar experiences have often occurred in the past, and every time I have to make a choice that goes against rationality, I feel physiological discomfort.
Unexpectedly, it can be reversed now.
Why can't I use her blood, she is my material, this is her value!"
I need to race against time now, and I want to deduce the team formation before the next wave comes!
"Ahri, give me your ......"
Tried again, but failed again.
In addition to the pain, there was also a hint of anger on Li Chaiyuan's face.
No, anger, why do I have such a stupid emotion as anger?
Li Zhuyuan got up, left the chair, and walked to the large mirror in the closet.
Outside the mirror, he had a painful expression, but he was very calm in the mirror, with a smile on his lips.
"Are you cutting with me?"
A smile appeared on Li Chaiyuan's face, as if he knew something extremely ridiculous.
"Do you know what you're doing? You are me, I am you...... No, I am the real us. We are one, and there are no inner demons at all."
Ah Li came over, and from her point of view, Li Chaiyuan in the mirror and Li Chaiyuan in reality looked exactly the same, there was no difference.
But inexplicably, she felt a sense of intimacy and familiarity with the boy in the mirror.
Li Zhuiyuan continued to talk to himself in the mirror:
"Don't waste your efforts, Li Lan has already lost, and Wei Zhengdao has no way to deal with this disease.
Knowing that it is a failure, what are you still struggling with?
Is it unwilling, is it regret?
These are all very low-level human emotions.
We can obviously pursue higher, farther and more interesting things.
Isn't it deliberately targeting us because of Wei Zhengdao's precedent?
Wei Zhengdao was a failure because he finally thought about committing suicide.
We are not.
We can do more ruthlessly, more absolutely, and more exaggerated than Wei Zhengdao!"
Li Zhuiyuan tried hard to persuade, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was even worse in the mirror.
Li Chaiyuan outside the mirror also raised his hand blankly, he reflected on what he had just said and his tone:
"No, why, why am I so emotional?"
……
In the next room.
Li Sanjiang woke up from the dream, and his calf suddenly cramped because he had kicked too many times in the previous dream.
"Hiss......"
Li Sanjiang was in so much pain that he immediately got out of bed, trying to straighten the cramped leg.
But after getting out of bed, his steps softened, he lost his balance, staggered back a few steps, and fell to the ground with his head down, with a "bang".
This fall, he fell directly and fainted.
And the position where he was lying down was the area where he drew the transfer formation at the beginning.
Li Sanjiang, who was in a daze, came to a familiar place again.
"Still coming?"
Li Sanjiang looked helpless, this dream became more and more outrageous, from doing it every day every other day, to doing it twice a day?
"Hey, where are the zombies?"
Not seeing zombies did not make Li Sanjiang happy.
Because the scariest thing about zombies is not when it appears, but when you don't know when it will appear.
This is the same as the ghost movies he watched with Runsheng before, the sound effects and atmosphere before the ghost appeared were the most heart-touching, but after the ghost came out, it was like that.
Li Sanjiang decided to look for them, at least he had to know where they had shrunk.
After searching for it, Li Sanjiang really found it.
He poked his head out from the Chastity Gate.
"Ha, you are all here!"
Immediately afterwards, Li Sanjiang let out a suspicious sound, the person who was surrounded by a group of zombies and exhaled black gas was not his own Xiao Yuanhou?
At this moment, even if he knew that this was a dream, even if Xiao Yuanhou was in danger in the dream, he Li Sanjiang would not hesitate to save him.
Li Sanjiang jumped out directly and shouted at the group of zombies:
"Hey, everyone is lining up, come with me!"
In the middle of the zombies, Li Chaiyuan, who was about to use means to isolate the corpse gas for the next step, raised his head a little strangely.
Shouldn't the grandfather have woken up?
Why did you enter the dream again?
But watching the grandfather shout "one, two, one, two......" and took the zombies away neatly.
Li Chaiyuan, who was already smiling at the corner of his mouth, couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Hehehe......"
……
"Hehehe......"
In reality, Li Zhuiyuan, who was standing in front of the closet, looked at himself in the mirror, and his smile became brighter and brighter.
The anger in his heart also rose more and more.
He should be angry, but he was even more angry that he was actually angry!
Li Chaiyuan in the mirror: "Okay, you also came out to get angry, now, you can go back."
Li Chaiyuan in front of the closet: "What are you talking nonsense? What do you rely on, let me go back, I am the real me."
Li Chaiyuan in the mirror: "I found a new cure, I want to try."
Li Chaiyuan in front of the closet: "What method?"
Li Chaiyuan in the mirror: "Inner demon."
Li Chaiyuan in front of the closet: "Hehe, you know very well that there is no such thing as a demon between us."
"Now I have it." Li Chaiyuan in the mirror pointed to himself: "You are right, we are one, there is no such thing as a demon between us. But now, I take the initiative to recognize you as the main body, and voluntarily turn myself into a demon!"
The next moment,
Li Zhuiyuan's body in front of the closet began to tremble violently.
He didn't expect that the one would actually take this method to cut off himself, without a demon, then he would give up his body and become a demon.
"How much do you hate your true self!"
Li Chaiyuan in the mirror: "I heard all your thoughts just now, you like this, such 'me', I feel sick."
"Do you think you can suppress me? Your approach will only make it easier for me to completely strip you away!"
"You try."
Li Zhuiyuan in front of the wardrobe opened his right hand, the blood mist began to rise, ceramic ribbons appeared, and the formation began to appear.
At this time, the girl who had been standing next to him grabbed his right hand.
"What are you going to do?"
The girl's eyes kept staring at the boy, and at the same time, her nails slowly pierced into the boy's palm.
The last time the girl did this, she saw the scar left by self-harm on the boy's palm.
Li Zhuiyuan wanted to pull her away, but he found that whenever he wanted to take action to hurt her, he would naturally stop.
Just like before, when he wanted her to donate blood to him, he couldn't say the word "blood".
Inner demons, inner demons, inner demons......
It is indeed a demon.
Because he found that he was really influenced and bewitched.
The control of the body, the initiative of consciousness, is gradually being separated at this moment.
"When I wake up next time, you will no longer be me, and I will be able to get rid of you more easily, because you have fallen willingly, and I am the main body."
However, just before being suppressed, he raised his hand, he wanted to test the girl's strength.
This is very important to him in the future, because the girl has always been a member of her own Jiangjiang team, and she is the most important member.
His hand waved down.
The girl just continued to stare at him, her nails deeply embedded in her palm, with no intention of avoiding it.
Li Chaiyuan was desperate, he knew he couldn't test it, because the girl firmly believed that he would not hurt her.
The waving hand fell weakly from the edge of the girl's hair.
The boy closed his eyes and fell backwards.
……
"Ouch......
Li Sanjiang got up from the tiles, the back of his head hurt a little, and then, because he slept on the hard and cold tiles all night, he had back pain.
The next room.
Li Chaiyuan, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes.
His expression was a little numb, and his eyes were full of chaos.
Last night's experience was like an extremely long dream, making it difficult for him to distinguish whether it was a dream or reality at this moment.
At this moment, almost habitually, the boy lying on the bed turned his head sideways.
He saw a girl in a red dress, standing in front of the painting table drawing.
The girl noticed that he was awake and turned sideways to look over.
Looking over with her, there was also the morning sun.
The young man's eyes flashed with brilliance.
It's dawn.
(End of this chapter)