Chapter 30 Testimonial!
Missing for a year.
In the first half of the year, I was recuperating.
Normal facial paralysis basically recovered in half a month, but I had a big pump.
A few months later, I went to the hospital for an electromyography, but half of my face still had no signal, and my eyes could not be completely closed, so I could only rely on eye drops every day to relieve it.
After consulting the doctor, I learned that if this disease has not shown signs of recovery for so long, it will be difficult in the future.
So I quickly completed the psychological construction of facial paralysis for the rest of my life, and then gave up the treatment and broke down.
Swinging, hey, it actually started to recover slowly little by little by itself.
For a while, I was used to only half of my face, and I still only used half of my face when making expressions.
Although there are still some sequelae now, they no longer affect life and are basically invisible.
In the first half of the year, in addition to facial paralysis, there were many other problems in the body.
When you start to reminisce about youth, it proves that youth has left you;
When you really read "I wish you good health" and stop thinking of it as an indifferent polite word, it proves that you have at least lost it.
At that time, a friend of mine fell ill, and he came to tell me, and I comforted and encouraged him to maintain an optimistic and positive attitude.
Then suddenly one day I got the news that he was gone.
In fact, the relationship between the two of us is not so affectionate, we are both otaku, we haven't seen each other a few times in reality, the last time we met, I still remember that when everyone finished eating, when the waiter came to pay the bill, I silently took half a step back and let him reveal the order and buy the order.
Now that I think about it, ah, I really deserve to die.
In the last period of his life, he still showed great open-mindedness and optimism, but his departure had a great impact on me, and it happened that my own body was not good at that time.
It turned out that I was the one who encouraged him to be optimistic and positive.
I think I should have been depressed during that time, and when it was serious, I would wake up with palpitations every night when I went to bed, and my daily state was either not interested in anything or I wanted to lose my temper inexplicably.
At that time, every time I thought of "code words", I would feel disgust and fear, and I shuddered.
After recuperating for half a year and recovering a little, I thought that I didn't have time before, and I didn't go out at home for several months, so I went out and relaxed for a while.
Then I drove to 318, and after coming back, I drove G331 around the northeast, and after coming back, I drove to Hainan, and after coming back, I drove to WLMQ to go around Northern Xinjiang......
I was like an ant, crawling around on the map of my motherland.
So much so that later, there was really nowhere to go, and I actually began to complain about why my ancestors didn't lay more ground back then.
The broken bridge of the Yalu River, the magnificence of Changbai Mountain, the heroism of Qilian Mountain, the tranquility of Sailimu Lake, and the sandstorm of Inner Mongolia......
Really, it does work to go out and walk more.
I realized that the literary point is to feel small, and the layman's point is to finally realize that you are a fart.
Then, my hands itched and I found the desire to write a book again.
Although I said last time that I want to use the window period to learn to make up for my shortcomings, how to improve myself......
However, I'm sorry to tell you that I really haven't made any progress.
As an author, I haven't read much for several years, and not only that, but I also find myself becoming more and more disconnected.
In the previous chapter, Liu Yumei said that middle-aged people have lost the motivation to understand new things, and they are talking about themselves.
I went to find books to read, and I could feel that many books were well written, interesting, and exciting, but I just couldn't stand reading them, some of them were trendy and not suitable for me.
Reason tells me that as a creator, this is chronic death, and I am destined to be eliminated by the times, but my emotion tells me that I should mess up.
Because the experience of physical and mental collapse last time told me that the era of elimination and my own gg first, I don't know which one will come faster.
I knew for a long time that my style couldn't write a hit book, I was only suitable for a niche.
So this time, I simply wanted to write something that interests me. Nantong is my hometown, I wrote the dialect of my hometown, I know this is likely to increase your reading difficulty, but it's okay, I have a strong sense of substitution.
Who lives in my uncle's house, who lives in my aunt's house, including Li Sanjiang's family, which relative is my relative, I often went to watch Ultraman with children of the same age as him when I was a child.
So when Xiao Yuanhou and the others were running pictures in the village, I was from God's point of view, yoha, I went to "cloud string relatives" again.
After turning thirty, I finally reached the threshold where I could write some period essays.
In fact, I have wanted to write for a long time, but it is not suitable because I not only have to wait for myself to be older, but I also have to wait for my readers to be older.
Fortunately, everyone is old.
It's a fun way to reminisce about killing.
A large part of my interest in writing this book is that I suddenly thought of an old object from the past, and then I wrote it in, waiting to read this chapter and say, waiting for an old reader like me to post this chapter and say, "Ah, yes, yes, I used this in my hometown too."
However, it is inevitable that there will be some geographical factors or cognitive biases caused by the uneven development of rural areas in that era.
For example, when I wrote that there was a small river behind Li Weihan's house, I remember that a reader came to spray me that day, saying that the house was built by the river and was not afraid of being washed away by the water! At first glance, it is a reader in Shaanxi.
This is normal, if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that there would be a town that relied on cliff repairs. It can only be said that our country is too big and the landform features are too rich.
In fact, many times, supernatural elements are more like a thread threaded into this book, and as for the beads on the line, they are stories and individuals.
The traditional supernatural in my understanding is that it does not take the pure upgrade route, don't end up writing that it breaks the barrier and soars.
Therefore, the pace of this book will be very slow, and many things will be written in detail, and it will be very watery.
When I showed the manuscript to the editor-in-chief, my editor-in-chief reminded me that the pace was too slow and it was easy to dissuade people.
I said it was okay, I did it on purpose.
Anyway, readers who are not used to this style will be dissuaded by the front and leave ...... All the people who looked at it all the way and saw the testimonials on the shelves here have survived through hardships.
After I didn't have any big requirements for the book's grades, I felt that I could also take the initiative to choose my readers, so this should be called looking for people who resonate with the same frequency.
I have always felt that if I like things that I find interesting, there will definitely be a group of people who have the same taste as me.
After dissuading some readers before, when the number of words increases, everyone left in this chapter is a good friend with similar preferences, which can communicate and play more harmoniously and happily, helping to create a more comfortable atmosphere.
Here, I would like to thank my editor-in-chief Yisuo and Cinnabar, because I have never been an obedient author, and they have always been very tolerant and helpful to me.
I would also like to thank Yin Tian, PP, Ya Shao, Fan Fan, Meow Sang, and Sisi, I suddenly said that I was going to publish the book, and then temporarily called them to help me set up the operation team.
I would also like to thank the readers who kept sending me private messages asking me when I would be back over the past year, and you who gathered quickly after publishing the book.
I find that I am really getting lazier and lazier now, I really can't say sensational words, you see, I don't even bother to take the title of each chapter.
Of course, it is also because each chapter is too long and it is not easy to choose a title.
In the entire new book period, the only author's words I said were "there is one more chapter before 0:00".
Other than that, he didn't beep a word again. Because I don't think it's necessary, just rely on the content of the chapter to communicate with you, I will add a string of my own words or words of thanks below, I think it will ruin everyone's reading experience.
Well, it's time to wrap up all this.
The next chapter is the chapter on the shelf, which will be released at 0:00 tonight (it may be delayed by a few minutes).
Don't say that I was lazy and blocked today's update, in fact, when I published the book, I had 3 chapters in my hand, and then from the third day of publishing, they were all written freshly.
Old readers are well aware of my writing habits.
In addition, for some reasons, the listing plan was temporarily advanced.
Therefore, today's update can only wait until 0:00 to post the chapter, because if I write the update at night, what awaits me is that the update on the shelf is too late to write, and the above arranged a listing event for me, and then everyone looked, oh huh, this product actually doesn't have a VIP chapter!
Finally, I am very lucky to have you by my company on the road of life, everyone should post more chapters, brainstorm more, write long stories You may not be as good as me, but I am not as good as you.
In the end,
Don't panic,
Hold on to the dragon!
(End of this chapter)